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[010106@04:05] ( new year's eve ) 8 throwing shadows

[123105@09:18] today is our one year anniversary! journalism was the best class i ever took, not even kidding. you started talking and i started caring, and when you grabbed me on jack's couch and hugged me, there was no turning back. now there's so many things that make me smile about us. the camo hat and "why don't we talk anymore?" you playing with my hair. making fun of other people, or laughing at something only you and i understand. staying on the phone without saying anything and feeling like it's a good conversation. years and years later, whether we're together or not, i'll be driving or out in a store and i'll hear the beatles or even tom petty and think of you. how you only dance to frank sinatra. it's the bitchface lion and the koala on the futon. how we always smell "just nice." it's annie goode's drawings.it's the pigtails and how you tugged on them once before we were together and i was swooning the whole night. how i'll think of something you did at night in my bed and start laughing out loud or smiling like a crazy person. you've made my year full of happiness and love. 4 throwing shadows

[122105@09:29] [ music | linda perhacs ] my aunt bought me a flocked daisy jewelery box for christmas and it's my favorite thing in my room besides polaroids of jon and courtney and my albert einstein poster. bridget and i got lost the other day for about an hour but i didn't mind it at all because i had so much fun talking to her while we were missing bridges and stopping at creepy gas stations for directions. i stayed home and made cards for everyone the other day and sent mail to faraway friends. i was thinking about the time we watched elf together all day and i had this biggest grin on my face. tonight was my first night of work and i don't mind so far. i liked hearing the orchestra and sitting next to sarah and ice cream afterwards last night and driving home with you is always the best. four days until christmas and even though i'm working someone special is making me feel less alone while my family is faraway and it reminds me of last year when i was comforted by their nice words and how they listened to me. life has been full of amazing things lately. 2 throwing shadows

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[120605@08:40] we put our christmas tree, finally. i got eskimo and forehead kisses, my favorite, and it felt the same as the first time he did things like that almost a year ago. i doubt myself sometimes, asking why this feeling is still lasting, how it's uncommon and unlikely. and then i realize how fortunate i am. which is very much so. who wants to go with me to the city this weekend? i like myself more, lately. 11 throwing shadows

are y'interested? [112605@08:40] these few weeks, and more so the past couple of days have made me appreciate the friends i have. thank you jon for always being there, no matter what. i honestly don't know how you have the strength to put up with me at times. thank you courtney for calling me every three hours and making me feel less lonely. thank you blair for hanging out with me and watching mrs. doubtfire and just making me laugh doing nothing- "STAY TRUEEE," i love you. thank you chelsea for being a c-baby and always understanding me without me even saying things at times. thank you leah for calling me today. thank you crilley because you always just make me really happy to just be around you. thank you eilis because most of the time i know we can talk about stuff. i'm so fortunate to have y'all. yeah, i said y'all. this weekend has been relaxing for me also. thanksgiving was nice in its own family-oriented, "i'm stuffed," falling asleep early way. black friday wasn't too crazy, my new jeans are so comfortable. otherwise i've kind of been going out on my own or with jon, to random places with random people i love and i sleep a lot. i'm getting the break i kind of needed before i crashed. this was good, it helped me get a lot and things feel lighter now. goodnight. 15 throwing shadows

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summer '68 [110605@06:26] just to let me know, how do you feel? goodbye to you, childish bangles too i've had enough for one day 8 throwing shadows

[102405@03:21] (rice & potato)

[102305@08:35] [ music | explosions in the sky ] reagan is adorable stoecker and dan need to get married .

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